資格

資格

私は資格があるのか、

これがないと、言えない
言う資格がない、よく心にささやく

 今日it系の資格試験を受けて二回連続で落ちた

 久しぶりに五年以上最近は資格試験をうけるのをやめていた。
 
 組織の中で先が改めて見え
やりたいこと本質的な仕事に近付けない状況を少しでも変えたくて、うけた。

 よくよく思い返すと私の仕事試験を受ける動機は資格をとることにより認められて状態を変えたいというもので
昔から変わらない

 今の自分のあり方そのものをかえることから、逃げているとも、いえるし、今の場所での自分を深めたいとも言える

 その境界線が、わからなくなっている。

 資格はとるものでなく、自分のあり方をかえること受け入れることなのか

 



聖書
 なぜ信じないのか 湖を沈める
憲法
 憲法裁判 違憲判決効果 遡及するかしないか

生活保護法 

他法活用 国民年金 保険
 

自然科学論文
 
 es細胞 遺伝子操作 
 医療 進化の要因 偶然 必然

ブルムバーグ
 
アメリカ 鉄鋼 石油 関税
消費伸び悩む 株価 低迷 Taking a closer look

Translating a Japanese poem discussing qualifications, integrating hashtags for each key concept, and breaking down references related to IT, law, science, and global issues.

Crafting the translation

I will create an English poem translation that keeps the original line breaks and adds hashtags to translate key concepts. Progress will be clear and consistent.

Navigating career shifts

I’m exploring how qualifications and personal growth ripple through my career and identity. Exam struggles highlight a deeper self-searching and the meaning behind these exams.

Below is an English translation of your poem with hashtags added to highlight key themes and references:

Qualifications

I wonder if I have the qualifications,
Without them, I cannot speak out—
I lack the right to speak, as my heart softly whispers.
#SelfDoubt #InnerVoice

Today, I took an IT qualification exam and failed twice in a row.
It had been over five years since I last sat for a qualification exam.
#ITExam #Failure #Persistence

Within the organization, the future seems blurred;
I took the exam in an effort to change even a little the situation
that kept me from getting closer to the work I truly want to do—
the work that is fundamental to me.
#Organization #CareerPath #Change

Upon reflection, I realize that my motivation for taking the exam
was always to be recognized by earning a qualification,
to transform my state of being—
a desire that has remained unchanged since long ago.
#Motivation #Recognition #Transformation

Am I avoiding changing who I am,
or do I long to deepen my current self?
The boundary between these two truths has become unclear.
#IdentityCrisis #SelfReflection

Is a qualification something to be obtained,
or is it about changing and accepting who I am?
#LifeChoices #PersonalGrowth

References and Allusions:

Bible:
"Why don't you believe?" — Sinking the lake.
#Bible #Faith #Miracle

Constitution:
Constitutional trials, the effects of unconstitutional rulings—
do they apply retroactively or not?
#Constitution #Law #JudicialReview

Social Welfare Act:
(Reference implied)
#SocialWelfare #LegalFramework

Other Laws in Use:
National Pension, Insurance.
#Pension #Insurance #PublicPolicy

Natural Science Papers:
ES cells, genetic manipulation,
Medicine, the factors of evolution—chance or necessity?
#Science #ESCells #Genetics #Medicine #Evolution

Bloomberg:
America, steel, oil, tariffs—
sluggish consumer growth, declining stock prices, economic stagnation.
#Economy #Bloomberg #USA #Steel #Oil #Tariffs #StockMarket

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